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September 12th, 2017

If it is possible to ruin a movie for yourself through trailer overplay, I am doing it with Good After Bad/More Than Enough. It's halfway to memorized now that I've watched it about 8 times. I'm especially concerned that I'm getting too used to the blend of a capella and the studio recorded version of that lovely song -- which appears to be as original as the movie, and therefore just as unreleased -- which is frustrating because I'm afraid that when the song is finally released in proper, it'll sound off. Ugh. I have not been this obsessed with unknown since those dark couple of months in season 7 when CSI: NY hid Paganini Rocks. I fear this might take longer.

Stupid movie doesn't even have anything remotely resembling an official release date. I cannot get this attached. For all I know it'll be another two years until this comes to pass. Which I guess means I can put it in a head-to-head race with "The Relationtrip" and see which obscure tortoise makes it to official release first.

In other news: after one year off, I am back in a full-on Revolution spiral I 100% do not have time for. I am trying to ignore it, but it's been taking up to two hours of my day lately, so that's getting more difficult. I have found a lot of fic I want to talk about and some new meta here and there that I desperately want to break down, but I can't; I've got too much Zoo work (and, ya know, actual work) to deal with -- two more weeks and you can do all the Reveling you want, self, COME ON. But I love that this would make my fourth fall back into a series that at this point might have actually become one of my favorite shows of all time.
whoooooo let me go down a rabbit hole of old deluxe transcript documents until I ended up on YouTube in the emotional quicksand of Bad Wolf Bay, Redux.


(and where is my fanfic antidote! I know I have one! I know there is a whole pile of post-ep and future-fic somewhere that makes this bearable, somehow, in ways you can't even imagine when you're still looking at the source material, but it has to be administered each and every time you expose yourself to this because otherwise you will nearly perish of sadness)

Edit: The fic didn't work quite right -- I didn't have the patience for the longer and more potent one -- so I just gave myself a contrasting poison to distract me. P. sure John Smith/Joan Redfern hurts even more.

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