RS (rainbowstevie) wrote,

Human Nature/Family of Blood

1:08 AM: Um.  Um.  UM!  Did I actually experience that, or just fall asleep and have a series of long and insane dreams?!  The word I am looking for is either AWESOME or EMOTIONAL WRECKING BALL OF DOOMSDAYISH PROPORTIONS.  I AM NOT ACTUALLY SURE WHICH.  POSSIBLY, PARADOXICALLY, BOTH AT THE SAME TIME.

Seriously, people, I am like squealing and crying simultaneously, and I cannot seem to stop repeating "Oh my God oh my God oh my GOD," and just, just, ACKITY ACK FLAIL.  That was incredible and horrible and wonderful and I refuse to say that anything was better than season 2 but that may have been the best pair of episodes yet.  I don't even know how I am going to wrap my head around it.

JOAAAAAAAAAAAAN, I started off using you as a convenient visual Rose substitute AND THEN I STARTED TO CAAAAAAARE!  And then the Doctor John Smith stole my heart with kisses and caring, and then we got the watch back and Mr. Smith (with help from TPTB) proceeded to break said heart like FIFTEEN TIMES IN A ROW.  Every time, you'd think "oh, well now it can't possibly get any more miserable OH WAIT THERE IT GOES AGAIN!"

And I can't even be mad at it because it was all so glorious and intense and unbelievably good...oh God, I am so freaking exhausted and I have to work in less than 5 hours after 4 1/2 hours of sleep last night.  *collapses*  I'm calling in sick!  (no, I'm not.  But I want to.)

Ugh, ugh, shoooooooooooow, you're not supposed to have this power over me anymore!  I can't even take comfort in a scant amount of sleep because my body's crackling with energy.  WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS?  How can you possibly expect me to start being coherent when I spent half the time wordlessly (but possibly audibly!) shrieking/whimpering/wailing?  And I haven't even gotten into all the stuff that was scary/thrilling/delightful/Martha/period-piece-y!   I MAY NEED TO WRITE A SMALL NOVEL.

1:45 AM: *wobbles in place like a fainting Ned Flanders, and collapses* Think I am dead. 
Tags: doctor who
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