Will someone please explain why my brain is so hardwired to be loyal, in the absence of a tornado rage reason to quit, that I will continue feeling a duty to both watch and write about every episode of the next season of NCIS, even though I am approaching or possibly at House levels of disinterest in everyone and everything, and will continue to relegate NCIS: LA to an amusing sideshow even though I'm pretty sure Deeks/Kensi is currently my #1 ship* and also canon?
First of all, Deeks has the saddest puppy face in the whole wide world and I cannot tolerate this much direct exposure to it even when I have the Season 6 Happiness Antidote.
Also, he has pretty magnificently shaggy hair, and I forgot how that is my absolute hair weakness. That's part of why he will always, a little bit, be "Scruffy Vaughn" to me.
Boyfriend is very good in the hair department and also willing to cater to my whims, but his hair is straight as a pin and not capable of attaining the appealing floppy-mop thing that Deeks' hair does (I ran across a quote recently that the producers won't let the actor cut his hair even though he wants to. I love those producers with all of my heart).
P.S. Against all advice to the contrary, I watched 5x21 and now I'm in a VERY PUNCHY PLACE OF DARKNESS AND ANGER. Even though I know it gets fixed. Even though he's still so in love with her that some chick from his past meets them together and is instantly like "lol so u hittin' that? 'Cause it's pretty obvious you are in love." ...even after that, I am STILL over here like WHAT PART OF 'SURVIVED TORTURE IN AFGHANISTAN, GOT THROUGH IT THINKING ABOUT YOUR FACE' =/= be with that person??
Like I think at this point the only way I can explain the bizarre lighthearted like-their-relationship-never-happened banter in the next episode is that everything he said at the end of this episode ony applied to them not spending nights together; they will of course remain in love and mutually exclusive, just in a 27-Kids-And-Counting style of hands-off courtship.
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*Last night I tried to watch the next episode of Castle but then I fell asleep because compared to Deeks/Kensi I was bored by their relationship. SOMEONE SEND EMERGENCY SERVICES BECAUSE THIS IS IN NO WAY OKAY.
First of all, Deeks has the saddest puppy face in the whole wide world and I cannot tolerate this much direct exposure to it even when I have the Season 6 Happiness Antidote.
Also, he has pretty magnificently shaggy hair, and I forgot how that is my absolute hair weakness. That's part of why he will always, a little bit, be "Scruffy Vaughn" to me.
Boyfriend is very good in the hair department and also willing to cater to my whims, but his hair is straight as a pin and not capable of attaining the appealing floppy-mop thing that Deeks' hair does (I ran across a quote recently that the producers won't let the actor cut his hair even though he wants to. I love those producers with all of my heart).
P.S. Against all advice to the contrary, I watched 5x21 and now I'm in a VERY PUNCHY PLACE OF DARKNESS AND ANGER. Even though I know it gets fixed. Even though he's still so in love with her that some chick from his past meets them together and is instantly like "lol so u hittin' that? 'Cause it's pretty obvious you are in love." ...even after that, I am STILL over here like WHAT PART OF 'SURVIVED TORTURE IN AFGHANISTAN, GOT THROUGH IT THINKING ABOUT YOUR FACE' =/= be with that person??
Like I think at this point the only way I can explain the bizarre lighthearted like-their-relationship-never-happened banter in the next episode is that everything he said at the end of this episode ony applied to them not spending nights together; they will of course remain in love and mutually exclusive, just in a 27-Kids-And-Counting style of hands-off courtship.
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*Last night I tried to watch the next episode of Castle but then I fell asleep because compared to Deeks/Kensi I was bored by their relationship. SOMEONE SEND EMERGENCY SERVICES BECAUSE THIS IS IN NO WAY OKAY.
